Thursday, January 2, 2014


WOA!! 
Has it honestly been THIS long {almost 21 months!} since I posted last?! 

WOOPSIES!! 

I have been promising to get this thing updated, and I guess that can be one of my New Years Resolutions (I don't make many...but I'll make that one!) Life just happened, and I got too busy for my blog.... and then I got so far behind that it has been daunting. But it's time. So, prepare yourselves, as we have 21 busy months worth of updates to make now!! 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

DUE DATE!!


Today is the day. D Day. DUE DATE. The day that this baby was destined to be born. At least, that's what the ultrasounds both said. And yet....no signs of him showing up today. He's being as stubborn as can be. He must like it in there, but I can't understand how! He's so cramped and out of room...this mommy says it's just time! I gave him a little pep talk last night, letting him know that today was supposed to be his birthday, so he is welcome to make a move! Nothing. Not a single contraction. No signs of his arrival. He's just wiggling around in there, in no hurry to meet us just yet, apparently, although we are very impatiently waiting to finally get to meet him! *sigh* I just want him in my arms! I know a lot can happen in a matter of hours, but sheesh, I am giving up hope that he will be here when he "should" be. I guess the little guy just needs some extra baking time. And although I am extremely uncomfortable and ready for him to make his debut, I can be patient for 5 more days......I guess.....but ONLY because I know it's so he can be extra healthy. 

Otherwise, I'd be on the neighbor's trampoline right now. 

Monday, April 16, 2012

{{ 38-39 }}

This picture is at 38 weeks after going for a long walk with Megan and all our little kiddos down by the river :) [fyi--the Spanish Fork River walking trail is NICE! I liked it a lot!]

Here are the stats:
[38] Baby is about 18.9 to 20.9 inches long and weighs about 6.2 to 9.2 pounds. his head is now about the same circumference as her abdomen. He may have about an inch or so of hair already. he's slowly shedding that white goo on his skin (called vernix caseosa) but you might see some of it at birth.
[39] Baby keeps growing, despite being so crowded in there. He probably weighs around 6.2 to 9.2 pounds and measures about 18.9 to 20.9 inches. (this says the same thing as week 38--so who knows!) He's probably able to flex his limbs now. His brain is still rapidly developing -- he's getting smarter by the week! His nails may extend past his fingertips
Ok. So we are hoping that at 38 weeks he didn't weigh 9.2, because oh my gosh, this baby is not going anywhere anytime soon apparently! I've tried everything. I've Googled all the ways to possibly put me into labor... Eating fresh pineapple [I ate 2!], applying Clary Sage oil [nightly!], massaging acupressure points on my ankles and feet [every single day], bouncing and rolling on an exercise ball [for hours!!], walking..... everything! And I guess the only TRUE thing that will get this baby here, is TIME!!

We went to the doctor again today (39wk2d) and I have not progressed. For the past 3 weeks we have been 1cm, 50% and -2station. (okay okay, he said we are 70% today, but I think he was just trying to be nice and keep me from bursting into tears at the thought of ZERO progression) He offered to induce us on the 19th, which would be in 3 days, but I told him that I really had hoped to make it to the due date without induction. He was happy to hear that, actually, and set us up for the 26th IF we make it that far. Which he says, is likely!! Ugh.... the 26th?! 5 days over due, and 10 days away from now!?! I had really hoped that we would get to meet our little baby before then!! Not only is my body just done with all of this pregnancy discomfort, but I am just impatient to get to see his little face and snuggle him up! I want him in my arms!! I want to smell his baby smell and kiss his baby cheeks! I was so disappointed to hear the doctor say that we will not only likely go over due, but go far enough to be induced (which I had hoped to avoid). Yes, I've cried a lot of tears today. I'm trying to stay positive, like several people have been telling me. There is a light at the end of the tunnel-an official one-but isn't there always with pregnancy? I mean, I can't be pregnant forever..... though it feels like it! I have decided to stop doing all these little "natural induction" tricks that I've been trying. I'm just going to focus on relaxing and going about our day to day activities as if we aren't waiting on him. Maybe THEN he will decide that it's time for him to get here.

I'll enjoy his little kicks and rolls for a little while longer...and pray that he decides to come early despite what the doctor says. :)

Sunday, March 25, 2012

just to prove...

Here are a few photos of my swelling feet and ankles. I usually take a picture if they're swollen after I finally get the kids tucked in bed, and send it to Ryan at work. LOL....then he knows why I have my feet propped up on the couch instead of getting housework done! :D (not like he cares about the housework anyway--but I still have to show him!) The doctor isn't concerned because my blood pressure looks amazing every week, and I didn't have toxemia with the other 2 pregnancies. I just have to keep my feet up and drink lots of water:)


[that is my thumbprint left behind after gently squeezing my ankle because it was so swollen. This was one of the first nights it swelled...I've had many more, and some worse, since that night. Luckily I got some compression socks from Brit {sexy!} that help on some days]

4 weeks left?!

THIRTY-SIX WEEKS!

36wks: he's still in the 17.2- to 18.7-inch and 4.2- to 5.8-pound range and continues to beef up.
  • he's getting closer and closer to being able to breathe on his own.
  • His skin is getting smooth and soft and his gums are rigid.
  • His liver and kidneys are in working order.
  • Circulation and immune systems are basically good to go, too

Well, It doesn't seem like time has gone by very quickly since the last pregnancy post! I seriously thought it would, since we were on our "every 2 weeks" doctor visits! But, nope. It seems to be dragging. I cannot believe we still have 4 weeks to go until his Due Date! I am religiously telling myself that he will be born on the 17th (Ryan's Dad's bday) and hoping that my 'mind over matter' will work! A few days early is great! [oh please don't let us go over due!]

These days I wake up every morning feeling like I've been moving furniture all night. My back and hips are killing me. I can barely roll over in the night, but it's necessary to move out of the same position! (Which, honestly I do a ton of that any, since I'm up going pee a million times a night!) A few nights ago I had contractions for about 1/2 the night! I knew they weren't going to amount to anything, since we still have 4 weeks to go, but man, were they getting painful! My feet and ankles have been swelling like crazy, too! This pregnancy really feels all brand new to me. I didn't have this kind of discomfort, swelling, and general body misery with the other 2, I swear. I think it must be because I'm in my 30s this time?!? The only thing familiar about this pregnancy is the dirt craving; which luckily has subsided quite a bit in the last couple of weeks too.

My blood pressure is still great 108/65, and my weight is...... well....... it's my weight. HA! The doctor says we have no reason to believe baby will come early-but I'm chanting "the 17th" in my head anyway. Starting this Monday (tomorrow) we will begin our weekly doctors visits! This is about when I start to panic about having everything ready for the baby. I think he's pretty set, though! He has some outfits, lots of diapers, a crib and bassinet and lots and lots of love waiting for him!! Now...if only he would get here. (And pick a name!)

Jack turns 12!

Well, he's almost 12! We get to have Jack out here for his Spring Break, which falls in mid March every year (*bummer, because our Spring Break is in April, so the kids are all in school while he's here!) Because he has to head home before his birthday, April 8, we celebrate with him while he's in Utah! He got spoiled this year with Ninjago legos, lego games, a missle launcher, lots of fishing gear and a NOOK with Nook gift cards :) He wanted Breakfast for dinner (Again!) and ice cream cakes (Thank you ColdStone!) It was fun to celebrate with him again, and he was excited about it all!

Happy Birthday Jack Sprat!

HAPPY 50th DAD!

For Dad's 50th birthday we decided to surprise him a little with something other than a family Sunday dinner at the house. We had a dinner at the Foundry Grill in Sundance, instead! He says he wasn't that surprised and that he had figured it out, but I think we got him--at least a little! With 4doz+ balloons, all of our family and a couple of friends, an "Older Than Dirt" cake, and an amazing dinner..I think we celebrated his 50th just right! I have the best Dad in all the world and would do anything to make him feel special on his big day! Love you Dad!

HAPPY FIFTY!!!

Friday, February 24, 2012

hormones

Today, Ryan flicked me with a kitchen towel on the leg.

I cried.

While crying, he was hugging me saying sorry, and I was apologizing to him because I "wasn't sad or mad, just pregnant".

I have been so emotional this pregnancy, it's ridiculous.

8 more weeks!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

pregnancy updates!

23 WEEKS! At about 10.5 to 11.8 inches and about 12.7 to 20.8 ounces, baby's not just getting bigger, he's getting even cuter. His face is fully formed now -- he just needs a little extra fat to fill it out. He's listening to your voice and your heartbeat -- and even to loud sounds like cars honking and dogs barking.

This is about where we quit using the fruit references because they don't seem to make sense size-wise anymore. According to the website, baby is the size of a pomegranate this week, but that seems pretty small, considering at 20 weeks he was a cantaloupe! What the..... anyway. We are so excited to be sailing through this pregnancy without any problems. At this point, the DIRT cravings started to really kick in, like it did with the other kids. It's called PICA, and it's an unexplainable craving while pregnant (if not pregnant, it usually means an iron or mineral deficiency). It's a pretty frustrating thing to be craving something that I cannot satisfy. Brittney was kind enough to bring be a bowl full of really, nice, rich, dirty smelling dirt! It sometimes helps me to go shake that bowl around and give it a big sniff!! :) I'm oh-so-tempted to just stick my tongue in there, too, but I'll hold off...... I've tasted a few raw potato chunks, which also seems to help a little. :)
Baby is SO SO active. I love it! He's kicking and rolling and punching around so much. Ryan can feel him and we can even see him moving in there. He remains nameless for now, but we have a little list of names that we like. Though, it's getting tougher to share them with people---since we get some strong reactions from some people.
Heartburn has really kicked in recently, too. There are tums on my nightstand, along with saltines and a glass of water every night.

26 weeks: He's still growing in the 13.6- to 14.8-inch and 1.5- to 2.5-pound range, and developing his senses, features and talents! His eyes are forming, and his eyes will soon start to open. His eyelashes are now grown, too. He's getting his immune system ready for life on the outside by soaking up your antibodies. He's taking breaths, too. They're of amniotic fluid, not air, but it's still good practice.

26 weeks seems like there was a big old growth spurt! Which, we expected, as the Doctor told us at the 23 week visit that baby would double his weight by the time we saw him again at 27 weeks. Seems like he has!! Everything seems to be going along just fine. As uncomfortable as it is to try and sleep, it has been a little better lately. My lower back and hips are aching..this baby is taking it's toll! But Ryan is a champ at rubbing my back when I need it the most. I went in for a bra fitting at a maternity store. Um--they didn't even have one to fit me!!! NO WONDER my back is tired and sore by the end of the day...all this weight in front is killing those muscles, hahaha!!
The kids are as excited as ever to have their baby brother on his way, and we are all getting a little anxious and restless about his arrival.
I'm trying to get his part of the room set up which is proving to be a bigger task than I thought. Why is it that when I have a theme in mind, there is never anything in the stores to fit? I always end up having to MAKE something! Cash decided that he wants to keep his part of the room in his cowboy theme, so we are just coordinating colors and putting "monsters" in the crib for baby's own space. I think it'll turn out cute, once I get this quilt all sewn together. Cash is pretty excited to share a room with his baby brother, and is just happy to finally be the big brother to someone else!

30weeks! Your 15.2- to 16.7-inch, 2.5- to 3.8-pound baby continues to grow. His skin is getting smoother. But his brain is getting wrinklier -- to make way for all that essential brain tissue. He's now strong enough to grasp a finger!

Holy Belly!! That thing is gettin' outta control, people. Ya know when you get to that point where you say to yourself while looking in the mirror, "it is not possible for me to get any bigger" ?? Well, this was the week for that! I can't believe this belly is so big! (and my butt, for that matter) but I'm just happy we have a healthy baby boy in there. He's starting to really wear me out!! I have less energy and my feet are achy by the end of the day, but the official countdown has finally begun -10weeks!
I took my glucose test and passed with flying colors, but had a surprise in finding out that my iron has actually dropped quite a bit. My iron is generally high for women (40+) so it's not crazy low, but the doctor suggested I start taking an iron pill along with my prenatals every day. Ugh, another pill. Hopefully it helps to pick up the energy level a bit, though.
The Dirt cravings are still there, along with the heartburn and back aches, but all in all things are fine. I am a penguin by the end of every single day....WADDLE WADDLE WADDLE WADDLE...but I've indulged in some long bubble baths and back rubs from Ryan to help soothe away the long days! Ryan put me in tears the other day, simply by saying "I can't wait until he's here in our arms". Yep, I'm an emotional basket-case, more so with this pregnancy than the other two, I think. I just can't wait to have his chubby little cheeks here to kiss and to snuggle him up tight. xoxox


Monday, February 20, 2012

FIVE?! Seriously??



NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Can my baby boy really be five years old?! I cannot believe it. While his birthday isn't for a couple more days (I'll cherish the last 2 days of him being 4, dangit!) we had a lot of fun celebrating this little man all weekend! We had family night with the Burrastons and celebrated on Friday...Cash had a little friend's party on Saturday where we had pizza, cupcakes and he wanted to go bowling...and Sunday we had the Jones side over for dinner and more celebration. It was a lot of fun. Cashy picked a 'monster' theme for his party! We had monster cupcakes, and I made monsters out of Oreos dipped in colored chocolates. We posted monsters on the wall and made sure it was all decked out for his special day. I am still in utter disbelief that he is already 5!! Cash is the most amazing little boy. He is kind, big hearted, daring, loving, caring, tough, wild, rough and tender all at the same time. He is so willing to help and give to everyone and is always trying something new. He loves to wrestle around with Dad and snuggle up with Mom. He's a good shadow for Preslee, though he's learning to be even more independent! Cash loves all sports (and I mean, ALL) and all things boy! (Though, he doesn't mind if he's stuck playing house with his sister once in a while...he just pretends to be the warrior or knight that is protecting the house and princess!) Cash is an excellent student in pre-school and a big helper at home! He's been such a good kid since the day he was born; despite his newborn growly-cry {that the doctor said was going to scare off the other babies in the nursery}, he has always been such a sweet boy! I could not imagine life without him...he lights everything up in such a special way! I love you, little man!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!